the elephant in the room

I've been worrying for a few months now how to have an important and necessary conversation with a good friend. Strike that, a best friend. I have stressed and spent hours over thinking every possible outcome of this conversation that needed to take place between us. I'm sure Adam enjoyed discussing it with me over and over and over :) On a separate note, such an awesome boyfriend I have. I tend to stew over things I'm unsure how to address just yet. It wasn't as though I was unwilling to have the conversation, but mostly I was just so nervous about how she would feel and what would come of it. Today, this was finally remedied :) We made the time to sit down and talk everything through and although I had anxious butterflies aaaaaallll day long before our talk, when we actually sat down together everything seemed easy. Well, easier and smoother than I expected it to go. All I wanted in the end was for her support and understanding and that is exactly what I got from my dear friend. I love her like a sister and feel such relief to have addressed the elephant that has been following me around since September. I now feel as though I can finally enjoy my happy in full :)